2007-06-03

NO! N : nachruf : nichts nirgend niemand nie : O : obituary : oh only one existence, and how missing!


now we are not supposed to wonder, but to grief : and so it is : the cat is dead. there are no words to comfort us : she is gone. no words will ever comfort me, ever. it is as it is : gone for ever.

the gods who invented dead, he or she or they (if there is a quasi committee of them) should be condemned to eternal grief; the gods, who do not exist, and therefore are not responsible for nothing and any of the sort of it, should finally be run over by a car : the sooner the better.

fate : if you can hear me (you seem to be deaf anyway) : hammer yourself, then let your hammer rest and take some comforting pills : have a rest or hide in a tomb (but never ever use your bad spells on any existing thing or existence anymore : you suck - and you sure know it!) : you are no good for any of us - put a spell on yourself, harm yourself and let us fuck up in peace. we surly can do worse than you, but we can do better, once in a while, if you let us wish our wishes and let us : whatever : not that we know what to do with our wishes, but : leave us alone! it can't get worse.

GODS, GODDESSES, FATE! : under whatever name you make your appearances! : FUCK OFF! we don't need you! you are a pain in the bum, and even worse : in the heart (which you tend to talk to, don't you, but which you only exert).

in one word : there is no need for you. there is enough pain - got it? (get a fucking life and do with it what ever you want - 'but next time you see me coming you better run' : no kidding here pal - i will come after you : be scared : i'm worse than you : cause you taught me! (and for gods and fates sake : i'm a good student, worse than that : i've got a brain; even worse : i use it, and worst: i use it against you! (and you, supposedly the brain of all brains : forget it! there is no brain at all. it's only blood pumping through a system - the important things got nothing to do with it : it's all there (metaphysics), and we are all a bit short of it. or something. i'm here, i'm listening. i'm wide awake : and all i can say is : YOU STAY OUT OF MY LIFE! : 'cause i've got one. AND I MAKE YOU TO STAY OUT OF IT - UNDERSTOOD!)))

no, it can't get any worse - no relief :



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